I miss...

I miss the new year's last year when we got a chalet at changi sailing club, for a week, away from all the noise and all the stress from work. This year, in particular, i'm facing a difficult time at work cos of career switch and I had to do a lot of sales. Sometimes I thought, probably it will be easier just working for others. But no. I wont want to be a worker the rest of my life! Instead of helping others to earn money, why not help myself to earn that money?

Still, I wanna enjoy and take a break, holidaying overseas is what i look forward most and working my ass off for... Sigh....

I realised that someone younger but has higher craving for success is earning much more than i did! And that is so stupid of me to still be stuck in my own comfort zone! Argh. Worse thing is that she is working in a job that i worked previously. Haiz. I'm so ashamed to say that I am not even earning 4-5 k a month. She owns branded bags, me? none to my name.

However, I know what i must do to achieve what I want to do this year. The first thing starts with me finishing my thesis! Gosh. She has so high inspirations! It inspires me, that's why i like to read people's blogs. They are quite inspiring sometimes.