AIA in hot soup but good times for investment!!!!!

Hmm... Interestingly, this is first time that insurance company comes close to winding up. But if it really goes down, who will ever believe in insurance?

In actual fact, insurance side of AIG shouldnt had made any losses unless they didnt buy insurance for themselves or got too greedy and forgot to hedge against their investment which are both big no-nos in the financial world. Anyways, I'm sure they will be able to tide themselves over with help esp from FEB. Oh wells, I just have to get my capital and here I come!!!!!! I shall buy more more lol. This is even more exciting than lucky draw!

Lies

U said that I was ur top priority in everything, what happened to that? I should have guessed it. You were young when u said that. Things change, especially quickly for guys. How should I have committment in me? How is that possible when there is no assured given to me regarding u not changing?

I'm worried. It makes my belief in staying single stronger. I cant be married at all....

Twilight

I'm occupied these days, after the mad rush for my thesis, cursing and swearing but still managed to pull through. I'm reading at an astonish speed, to finish up Twilight, a book about vampire and human romance by Stephenie Meyers. I feel that reading romance from a woman writer is so much more feelings than that written from a man, in general....Nicholas Sparks aside.

I remember that the first time I ever read a book....ever.....out of my own will was a condensed version of Nicholas Sparks' The Notebook. It was a lovely classic that spun sad romance and it really could make me cry. I'm surprised because young as I was, I've never thought that romance is so touching or rather words could be so touching. It was then, that i fell in love with words, writing my diary DAILY... omg... I wonder where I found the time. But writing a diary daily is very VERY fun. When I re-read what I have written then, I found that I have a lot of things to write everyday, a lot of thoughts, mostly childish but its funny to read what bothered me then and what are my opinions about them. Haha.

I remember tellling myself that one day, if I'm totally so in love with someone, upon my deathbed, I would let the person read my entire life and then let him feel what i felt just before i'm gone. Sounds weird huh... but yea, i do keep secrets and I dun like sharing. Bleah!

Anyways, I'm going to read on the sequel --New moon! So excited!