Its freaking 2 weeks before my exams... and here I am surfing the net, writing blogs, viewing friendster, instead of doing anything constructive to help me in my exams.
I'm so moody now.
He can't keep me company today cos his parents are back the first thing tomorrow morning.. and his sister is staying at her bf's..... The rational me knows that it is only right that he stays home to welcome his parents but my emotional side is angry with that fact. Haiyo.. became so needy all of a sudden when I had worked so hard to changed my personality to be so independent.
Changing is not easy. I had to put in a lot of effort and unhappiness to come out of my comfort zone, to become independent of bfs... to become more driven.... Yet, he wishes that I could be more 'sticky'... At this moment, I still do not wish to give up everything that I had worked so hard to change... not changing baby... not yet... not when I have not really fallen head over heels with you...
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