I Love You Because...
I love you because you are sensitive to my feelings.
I love you because you will give me 100 miss calls when I dun pick up.
I love you because you will walk in the sun to buy me lunch when I am upset.
I love you because you always hold me close to you.
I love you because you will travel to my house to kiss me good morning.
I love you because you will kiss me even when I'm angry.
I love you because I see tenderness in your eyes whenever I look at you.
I love you because your smile is so cute, though I dun always admit it.
I love you because you are always there to catch me before I fall.
I love you because you will play cards with me with lots of nonsense penalties.
I love you because you will cook my favourite dishes for me.
I love you because you will get drunk with me.
I love you because you are very strong willed and have loads of perserverence to spare.
I love you because you will be my Butler, my Ahmad, my Bartender and my Bodyguard.
I love you because you will drag me to gym though I'll complain so much.
I love you because you have the ability to influence me.
I love you because you will bring me to watch sunset in sentosa on ad hoc basis.
I love you because you love my family.
I love you because you love me dearly.
Lastly,
I love you because of who you are and who you will be.
I LOVE YOU!
Monday, July 23, 2007
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
some rantings
I hardly have the time to update but when I do, there is so many things to write.
Well, I'll just point out only the interesting stuff.
Prawning !!! My siblings and I + Joe (stowaway...lol) decided to do some late night prawning at the prawn farm at Taman Jurong. After 3 hours and $52 damage to our pockets, we returned home happily with.....5 prawns!
Alright, Alright, I know. 5 prawns nia..... But its our first time trying to catch prawns with rods. Give credit la!
Then Baby cooked the 5 prawns for me -- ALIVE! We had a whale of a time squealing when the prawns jumped around, here and there. You see, we were trying to cook drunken prawns (yummy!!!!) but we were dying of hunger so we didn't wait for the prawns to die by themselves. Besides, I thought drunken prawns are "poisoned" by alcohol alive?? (pardon me lack of knowledge)
Well, in the end the prrrrrrrr-awns were delicious! Yum! I love my baby's marination!
Teaching Catwalk
Roger (one of my bosses --its a complicated story) sent me to DBS to teach some of the staff how to catwalk for their anniversary event that is coming up. It was easy teaching them and they took instructions well. Best of all, I earned $100 just for that hour of job! Nice~
That reminds me-- I found out that Nora was approached by Fly Academy to teach basic catwalking. Nora is Winner of glamour quest contest in 2002. You can see her pic and also mine here at his super old website(http://ch8c.mediacorptv.com/shows/starnews/view/899/1/.html)... During the days of Ford Models' competition.
She was very young but when I worked with her, I find her really someone that is very practical to a point of bitchyness.
I hardly find people irritating but she is someone who I particularly cant stand her spastic-ness. To think that she has got the brains and boobs. I do admit that her walk is good. But then, that was the classic catwalk style - to walk like a horse. Hey! I mean that literally! International models DO walk like horses, mind you!
Anyways, that's her style. Dun get me wrong. I'm not very upset about her just that talking about Ford Model competition, she was the one that initiated to ask the winner (Whoever it will be then) to give treats to all cos the winner will get 10k cash prize! Well.. of cos that did not came true once she was crowned the winner. ( Think back of her face then when she said all those words irked me). She clever, but not at all well loved. Roger kept mentioning her to me as if I would like to know any news about her...
Well, I've not seen her for a few years now. Hopefully she changed for the better.
Well, I'll just point out only the interesting stuff.
Prawning !!! My siblings and I + Joe (stowaway...lol) decided to do some late night prawning at the prawn farm at Taman Jurong. After 3 hours and $52 damage to our pockets, we returned home happily with.....5 prawns!
Alright, Alright, I know. 5 prawns nia..... But its our first time trying to catch prawns with rods. Give credit la!
Then Baby cooked the 5 prawns for me -- ALIVE! We had a whale of a time squealing when the prawns jumped around, here and there. You see, we were trying to cook drunken prawns (yummy!!!!) but we were dying of hunger so we didn't wait for the prawns to die by themselves. Besides, I thought drunken prawns are "poisoned" by alcohol alive?? (pardon me lack of knowledge)
Well, in the end the prrrrrrrr-awns were delicious! Yum! I love my baby's marination!
Teaching Catwalk
Roger (one of my bosses --its a complicated story) sent me to DBS to teach some of the staff how to catwalk for their anniversary event that is coming up. It was easy teaching them and they took instructions well. Best of all, I earned $100 just for that hour of job! Nice~
That reminds me-- I found out that Nora was approached by Fly Academy to teach basic catwalking. Nora is Winner of glamour quest contest in 2002. You can see her pic and also mine here at his super old website(http://ch8c.mediacorptv.com/shows/starnews/view/899/1/.html)... During the days of Ford Models' competition.
She was very young but when I worked with her, I find her really someone that is very practical to a point of bitchyness.
I hardly find people irritating but she is someone who I particularly cant stand her spastic-ness. To think that she has got the brains and boobs. I do admit that her walk is good. But then, that was the classic catwalk style - to walk like a horse. Hey! I mean that literally! International models DO walk like horses, mind you!
Anyways, that's her style. Dun get me wrong. I'm not very upset about her just that talking about Ford Model competition, she was the one that initiated to ask the winner (Whoever it will be then) to give treats to all cos the winner will get 10k cash prize! Well.. of cos that did not came true once she was crowned the winner. ( Think back of her face then when she said all those words irked me). She clever, but not at all well loved. Roger kept mentioning her to me as if I would like to know any news about her...
Well, I've not seen her for a few years now. Hopefully she changed for the better.
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Love Love Love!
Love... Any one can fall in love..Even if the person seems so insignificant in this vast world.. Love is still for that person. Its for you, you and you!
I just realise that even an ugly person can be so happily in love. No, I'm absolutely and seriously not mocking at anyone or being sarcastic. Its just that I was browsing this girl's profile on friendster and I realise how happily in love she is. The thing is that she is neither pretty nor slim. But she looks really blissful and happy. That is happiness.
I am blessed with good looks and beautiful people around me but sometimes, I'll be so overwhelmed with my own desires, that I'll be too upset to notice the beautiful things around me. This is exactly what people mean by taking things for granted.
So what if I'm getting fat? I am still better than others who cant bulk up due to illness. I am still far better than those born with disability. I shouldn't be unhappy about anything since I am given all the wonderful gifts of life. So what reasons do I have to be unhappy? Nothing at all!!
Lalala... thanks to all the wonderful people and things around me. I love you all!
I just realise that even an ugly person can be so happily in love. No, I'm absolutely and seriously not mocking at anyone or being sarcastic. Its just that I was browsing this girl's profile on friendster and I realise how happily in love she is. The thing is that she is neither pretty nor slim. But she looks really blissful and happy. That is happiness.
I am blessed with good looks and beautiful people around me but sometimes, I'll be so overwhelmed with my own desires, that I'll be too upset to notice the beautiful things around me. This is exactly what people mean by taking things for granted.
So what if I'm getting fat? I am still better than others who cant bulk up due to illness. I am still far better than those born with disability. I shouldn't be unhappy about anything since I am given all the wonderful gifts of life. So what reasons do I have to be unhappy? Nothing at all!!
Lalala... thanks to all the wonderful people and things around me. I love you all!
Thursday, July 05, 2007
To Baby
I'm frustrated with you. Quite frustrated.
As the days go by, I realise that you are pushing me further and further from love. I cant communicate well with you anymore. Each time, we end up being unhappy. When I asked why you are unhappy, you just kept ur silence. You know its not gonna help but yet you still held ur tongue. Why?
"You always missed the point",you replied to my relentless naggings.
Then, why dont you tell me what is the point?? Why?
Its so frustrating trying to crack my head, thinking of what could be wrong when all I did was just to pop up the window of my msn and read what my male friend just msn me. I didn't even reply him! So... what's the point? What reason is there for your reaction? I've never expected myself to be so trapped in a relationship.
Few weeks ago, you DRAGGED me all the way to Sentosa and did not tell me in advance of where we are heading, leaving me to happily assume that I can go shopping after doing my roadshows. I was so pissed that I really felt like walking away there and then. You didnt realise.
I was in sneakers and SOOOOOOOoooo not in the mood to watch sunset.
Did you realise that you perfectly spoiled a potential romantic evening?
"But you can do shopping later! The shops will open late but sunset cant wait!" That's your reason.
I felt like slapping you in the face. I cant believe how insensitive you've become towards my feelings. How can sunset be good when I'm not in any mood to watch it? I thought you should understand. You thought that I was okay afterwards. Did you actually know how much prep talk I have to tell myself to calm myself down and prevent me from kicking you into the sea?
Gosh. Man. Idiotic creatures.
If it wasnt for you, if it wasnt that I knew how much you loved to watch the sunset, I would have stomped off. Mind you, not once had I felt so thoroughly angry at such a supposedly-romantic act.
Every weekend, you had to rush me to do my roadshows. It made me think that you dun realise how important it is that I have to do things right cos I am answerable to Clarence if anything wrong happens and I didnt take note of. I feel so breathless --- in a bad way, that I had to be rushed to do my work. You said that its for my own good, so that I can have more time to do my own things. But.... you didnt bother to explain until last weekend. How many weekends have I been frustrated? You just left things be.
I feel that you like to rush me. On the contary, I like to take things slow and relaxing. You know that but yet you chose to upset me cos ITS FOR MY OWN GOOD. I agreed with you... so I went along with your decisions.
However, it is so uncalled for when you sound upset cos I spent longer time than expected at my Grandpa's house! This is absolutely ridiculous. I know that you cant help it to not feel good as you'll rather I rest at home or do my own things. But, understand that I can make my own decisions! If i say I'm gonna spend longer time there, I'm gonna. I thought you were understanding when you told me to enjoy my dinner there BUT the first thing you asked when I called you back home was, " I thought you were there just to show face, why you took so long?"
GOODNESS MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..........
Do I always have to explain myself? Do I have to? I hate to explain myself. Especially for such things that are self-explanatory! Cos I wanted to spend more time there!!!!!!!!!!!!
There are many other things that along the way, it will cause our communication with each other to breakdown and wear out my patience. I have no courage to say these to you face to face as I know you would sigh like there's no tomorrow and show me the face that I absolutely dread to see.
Baby, there are problems accumulating... can you see? You really used to understand me so well that I need not open my mouth for you to read my mind. What happened to that? We are unhappy with each other more and more. Its making me lose control of myself sometimes. I feel so trapped... so restricted that I cant even visit my relatives without feeling upset.
If you wanted to see me, just tell me directly. You do not need to ask me why I was there for such a long time. Everything would have started off at a wrong note. I would love to make you happy but what happened to our happiness? Why are we getting more and more unhappy with each other? I dread to think that one day either of us cant take it anymore and walks away..
As the days go by, I realise that you are pushing me further and further from love. I cant communicate well with you anymore. Each time, we end up being unhappy. When I asked why you are unhappy, you just kept ur silence. You know its not gonna help but yet you still held ur tongue. Why?
"You always missed the point",you replied to my relentless naggings.
Then, why dont you tell me what is the point?? Why?
Its so frustrating trying to crack my head, thinking of what could be wrong when all I did was just to pop up the window of my msn and read what my male friend just msn me. I didn't even reply him! So... what's the point? What reason is there for your reaction? I've never expected myself to be so trapped in a relationship.
Few weeks ago, you DRAGGED me all the way to Sentosa and did not tell me in advance of where we are heading, leaving me to happily assume that I can go shopping after doing my roadshows. I was so pissed that I really felt like walking away there and then. You didnt realise.
I was in sneakers and SOOOOOOOoooo not in the mood to watch sunset.
Did you realise that you perfectly spoiled a potential romantic evening?
"But you can do shopping later! The shops will open late but sunset cant wait!" That's your reason.
I felt like slapping you in the face. I cant believe how insensitive you've become towards my feelings. How can sunset be good when I'm not in any mood to watch it? I thought you should understand. You thought that I was okay afterwards. Did you actually know how much prep talk I have to tell myself to calm myself down and prevent me from kicking you into the sea?
Gosh. Man. Idiotic creatures.
If it wasnt for you, if it wasnt that I knew how much you loved to watch the sunset, I would have stomped off. Mind you, not once had I felt so thoroughly angry at such a supposedly-romantic act.
Every weekend, you had to rush me to do my roadshows. It made me think that you dun realise how important it is that I have to do things right cos I am answerable to Clarence if anything wrong happens and I didnt take note of. I feel so breathless --- in a bad way, that I had to be rushed to do my work. You said that its for my own good, so that I can have more time to do my own things. But.... you didnt bother to explain until last weekend. How many weekends have I been frustrated? You just left things be.
I feel that you like to rush me. On the contary, I like to take things slow and relaxing. You know that but yet you chose to upset me cos ITS FOR MY OWN GOOD. I agreed with you... so I went along with your decisions.
However, it is so uncalled for when you sound upset cos I spent longer time than expected at my Grandpa's house! This is absolutely ridiculous. I know that you cant help it to not feel good as you'll rather I rest at home or do my own things. But, understand that I can make my own decisions! If i say I'm gonna spend longer time there, I'm gonna. I thought you were understanding when you told me to enjoy my dinner there BUT the first thing you asked when I called you back home was, " I thought you were there just to show face, why you took so long?"
GOODNESS MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..........
Do I always have to explain myself? Do I have to? I hate to explain myself. Especially for such things that are self-explanatory! Cos I wanted to spend more time there!!!!!!!!!!!!
There are many other things that along the way, it will cause our communication with each other to breakdown and wear out my patience. I have no courage to say these to you face to face as I know you would sigh like there's no tomorrow and show me the face that I absolutely dread to see.
Baby, there are problems accumulating... can you see? You really used to understand me so well that I need not open my mouth for you to read my mind. What happened to that? We are unhappy with each other more and more. Its making me lose control of myself sometimes. I feel so trapped... so restricted that I cant even visit my relatives without feeling upset.
If you wanted to see me, just tell me directly. You do not need to ask me why I was there for such a long time. Everything would have started off at a wrong note. I would love to make you happy but what happened to our happiness? Why are we getting more and more unhappy with each other? I dread to think that one day either of us cant take it anymore and walks away..
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