My life is going down hill.. battling with my chubbiness, my work without the satisfaction, studies stress and the lost feeling of not knowing what to do after my graduation. Seriously, where do I stand in this world? Who is my guide? Who CAN be my guide?
My little pea of a brain is thinking hard of what I can be in the future. Can I be successful like JK Rowling, with just spinning out a magical tale that everyone licks up happily, just like addicts to drugs? Can I be as successful like any other CEOs of an enterprise and rack in the millions? Can I ever lead a happy ever after life, enjoying the pleasures in life with my loved one? Can I? What makes them stand out from the others? or are they just pure lucky with their lives, taking one correct step and jumped all the way to the top.
I am not greedy. I need not be at the top, but at least let me be near the top. I want a comfortable life without ever being reminded of my Daddy's sad face, the day I saw the only 2 dollars in his wallet. My Daddy has come a long way. Salute to my Daddy, he has made some progress while I'm still struggling to stand on my walk, to follow in his footsteps or to make new ones of my own.
Baby, will you help me? Will you hold me when I am so hurt from falling down again and again? Can I trust in you to take care of me when I'm totally worn out and frustrated? Will you shout at me when I shout? Or will you shout with me?
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