I'm amazed. People amazed me. I am highly intrigued by people who are so fantastically clever and yep manage to have time in the world to do other things like blogging (to me, seriously, taking up a lot of my time!), outings, clubbing, all these on top of MUGGING!! Gawd~ I hate mugging.
Currently reading my M9 notes. So thick a book.. for a week.. I must be mad to arrange the exam timeline so near to each other. I must be mad...
Alright, studies aside, I guess these few days, I'm undergoing self reflection. There are a lot going on in my mind, a lot of self doubt and questions. There are some changes that I need to undertake to improve my life or rather, to ensure that my life is more smooth sailing in the future. However, to execute these actions, I would need to be determined! A-ja A-ja Fighting!
Baby's been moody. I guess i'm not a good gf afterall.. I didnt make his life easy when he showed me his temper. hmm.. something I must change. I realised that I've changed. I dunno what brought about the change in me but I evolved to someone more self-centred in the relationship. I end to close up within myself, rather than open my heart fully. Why? I do so want to be happy and blissful in e relationship. Is it wrong timing? I dunno.. there's a lot of questions that I myself cant answer and all the more I cant discuss with him cos he'll think negatively but I know that he'll read this. At least, what I cant say, he could read.. At least.
Now, must think of some therapy for Baby. Recently his nick changed to JoeJoe. So Cawaiii!!! haha.. well, joejoe he needs some therapy from lala so that he can feel happy. Hmm.. what can I do? Need to crack my head over this in Lala land.. wahaha.. okie night night..
Thursday, October 18, 2007
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Long Long time away from the blogsphere. Miss me? Hehe.
Had done quite a number of things. Like travelling to HK, shopping non stop till the moment I'm on the plane. Haha, hilarious things during the trip... playing and eating and growing fat.
Then spent a lazy afternoon on one of the Sundays, trying to sun ourselves at Changi Sailing Club. Fantastic!
I hardly write now a days.. weird... Its like I used to write frequently but when it comes to writing on the blog, I cant motivate myself enough.. haha.. probably cos I wish to add more of photos... but never take more pics leh =(
Sat, when to Joycelyn's house for her birthday party. Brings back some memories and also some disappointments..
One year back, our group formed during my birthday.. I guess mainly cos we had more time and were swinging singles. We partied and play and club like there's no tomorrow.. Tiring but good fun. Miss those days. But hey, people has to grow up! I have made out my plans for my future. I hope following THE plan, I would reach the financial freedom that I desire.
My first baby step starts with me taking the M5 exams. My gawd~! Darn boring text to read ok! Still, I'm giving myself a pat in the back for being able to pass it =) happy~
Now, gotta prepare for my M9 and HI. Many Many things to occupy me while Joejoe is busying himself with his books. Poor baby, exams always falls on his birthday. Blows kisses to you to cheer u up! Jiayou!
Had done quite a number of things. Like travelling to HK, shopping non stop till the moment I'm on the plane. Haha, hilarious things during the trip... playing and eating and growing fat.
Then spent a lazy afternoon on one of the Sundays, trying to sun ourselves at Changi Sailing Club. Fantastic!
I hardly write now a days.. weird... Its like I used to write frequently but when it comes to writing on the blog, I cant motivate myself enough.. haha.. probably cos I wish to add more of photos... but never take more pics leh =(
Sat, when to Joycelyn's house for her birthday party. Brings back some memories and also some disappointments..
One year back, our group formed during my birthday.. I guess mainly cos we had more time and were swinging singles. We partied and play and club like there's no tomorrow.. Tiring but good fun. Miss those days. But hey, people has to grow up! I have made out my plans for my future. I hope following THE plan, I would reach the financial freedom that I desire.
My first baby step starts with me taking the M5 exams. My gawd~! Darn boring text to read ok! Still, I'm giving myself a pat in the back for being able to pass it =) happy~
Now, gotta prepare for my M9 and HI. Many Many things to occupy me while Joejoe is busying himself with his books. Poor baby, exams always falls on his birthday. Blows kisses to you to cheer u up! Jiayou!
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