I'm amazed. People amazed me. I am highly intrigued by people who are so fantastically clever and yep manage to have time in the world to do other things like blogging (to me, seriously, taking up a lot of my time!), outings, clubbing, all these on top of MUGGING!! Gawd~ I hate mugging.
Currently reading my M9 notes. So thick a book.. for a week.. I must be mad to arrange the exam timeline so near to each other. I must be mad...
Alright, studies aside, I guess these few days, I'm undergoing self reflection. There are a lot going on in my mind, a lot of self doubt and questions. There are some changes that I need to undertake to improve my life or rather, to ensure that my life is more smooth sailing in the future. However, to execute these actions, I would need to be determined! A-ja A-ja Fighting!
Baby's been moody. I guess i'm not a good gf afterall.. I didnt make his life easy when he showed me his temper. hmm.. something I must change. I realised that I've changed. I dunno what brought about the change in me but I evolved to someone more self-centred in the relationship. I end to close up within myself, rather than open my heart fully. Why? I do so want to be happy and blissful in e relationship. Is it wrong timing? I dunno.. there's a lot of questions that I myself cant answer and all the more I cant discuss with him cos he'll think negatively but I know that he'll read this. At least, what I cant say, he could read.. At least.
Now, must think of some therapy for Baby. Recently his nick changed to JoeJoe. So Cawaiii!!! haha.. well, joejoe he needs some therapy from lala so that he can feel happy. Hmm.. what can I do? Need to crack my head over this in Lala land.. wahaha.. okie night night..
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