Although I am richer than a poor student, why in the world am I not happier? I dont understand this. Is it because with money comes stress? or is it because I just simply forgot how to appreciate the simple pleasures in life? My view to happiness is obscured...
Sigh... Sigh.... Fancy quarrelling again over minute things such as where to pick up someone on V-day... I see no point... And unhappiness will always erase all previous happiness... Why, oh Why...
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
CNY
Nothing much better to do on New year I guess... so, after reunion dinner, and drumming session at Mengting's house, I'm back, in front of my pretty Mac and try to upload photos from the reunion dinner as well as MT's house.
Jen and I
Models of the Year
My Fairytale
MT and us
My try at photo editing
Jen and I
Models of the Year
My Fairytale
MT and us
My try at photo editing
Friday, February 01, 2008
Updates about my 2008
Firstly, I think I am super passive for 2008. I have done nothing wonderful to usher in the new year. I feel that I am so distant from my friends. I started on a job that holds many uncertainty and I face it with all the courage I have and all the faith in hope that my efforts will pay off someday.
I started working in Finexis -- an independent financial advisory firm. BUT I'm always so mistaken for being a insurance agent... PISSING... well, cant they understand that I do tie up with insurers and the basis of financial freedom is planning and protection is what makes insurance! Not that I want to. Of cos i would gladly do other services for them but they dun even have a good solid foundation to protect their wealth, how to do any other things at this pt in time?
Many people told me that it is indeed a super tough road. I know that but I am doing my best... I hope to strive something out of this career and then grow wiser as I grow older. Like what Jack says --- Grow up! Don't just grow old!
2008 will be a year to test my relationship too. As I venture into this line, I have to do a lot of appointments, in the end, I may neglect Baby's needs and his feelings. Somehow, I feel that I have committment phobia. I can honestly say that I had not given my 100% feelings into the relationship yet. I have my reservations because I dunno what the future holds for me and I dare not find out. Probably, this is the reason that propelled my personality of being easily jealous, possessive and wanting to be in control.
Poor baby, sometimes, I do think that it is really ok if he wants out of the relationship as I know that I cant provide him what he needs emotionally yet...
I started working in Finexis -- an independent financial advisory firm. BUT I'm always so mistaken for being a insurance agent... PISSING... well, cant they understand that I do tie up with insurers and the basis of financial freedom is planning and protection is what makes insurance! Not that I want to. Of cos i would gladly do other services for them but they dun even have a good solid foundation to protect their wealth, how to do any other things at this pt in time?
Many people told me that it is indeed a super tough road. I know that but I am doing my best... I hope to strive something out of this career and then grow wiser as I grow older. Like what Jack says --- Grow up! Don't just grow old!
2008 will be a year to test my relationship too. As I venture into this line, I have to do a lot of appointments, in the end, I may neglect Baby's needs and his feelings. Somehow, I feel that I have committment phobia. I can honestly say that I had not given my 100% feelings into the relationship yet. I have my reservations because I dunno what the future holds for me and I dare not find out. Probably, this is the reason that propelled my personality of being easily jealous, possessive and wanting to be in control.
Poor baby, sometimes, I do think that it is really ok if he wants out of the relationship as I know that I cant provide him what he needs emotionally yet...
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