Firstly, I think I am super passive for 2008. I have done nothing wonderful to usher in the new year. I feel that I am so distant from my friends. I started on a job that holds many uncertainty and I face it with all the courage I have and all the faith in hope that my efforts will pay off someday.
I started working in Finexis -- an independent financial advisory firm. BUT I'm always so mistaken for being a insurance agent... PISSING... well, cant they understand that I do tie up with insurers and the basis of financial freedom is planning and protection is what makes insurance! Not that I want to. Of cos i would gladly do other services for them but they dun even have a good solid foundation to protect their wealth, how to do any other things at this pt in time?
Many people told me that it is indeed a super tough road. I know that but I am doing my best... I hope to strive something out of this career and then grow wiser as I grow older. Like what Jack says --- Grow up! Don't just grow old!
2008 will be a year to test my relationship too. As I venture into this line, I have to do a lot of appointments, in the end, I may neglect Baby's needs and his feelings. Somehow, I feel that I have committment phobia. I can honestly say that I had not given my 100% feelings into the relationship yet. I have my reservations because I dunno what the future holds for me and I dare not find out. Probably, this is the reason that propelled my personality of being easily jealous, possessive and wanting to be in control.
Poor baby, sometimes, I do think that it is really ok if he wants out of the relationship as I know that I cant provide him what he needs emotionally yet...
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