I found some of my old diaries. Took a peek into my sec sch life. Life was simple, time was ample and pleasures of life, so easy. I realise that I had forgotten how to enjoy the simple pleasures of life, even if it is just to be happy about life. Many times, I feel that I am constantly in a heated conversation or argument with that boy of mine. How I missed the time when everything seems like roses to me.
Comparing to now, I think I am currently walking on a bed of thorns. Since when have I locked happiness out of my life?! Gosh, I want the old me back! I want to be truly happy, even if it is to be eating something as simple as ice-cream or just watching the movies. I really need to stop for a bit and take time to enjoy what is around me.
Hai.... Growing up is not fun. Comes with freedom is more responsibility and more headaches, more heartaches, more worries and sad to say.... more white hair for me! ARGH... I cant believe it!!!! I have so many white hair... Right, I gotta sleep and relax already. When can I go to spa again?!
See what I mean?? I am ALWAYS worrying. I need to enjoy man! I am growing old too soon, too soon.
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