Lethargic

Been feeling lethargic recently.

There is so many things to do I realise but all the things that NEEDED me to complete are NOT fun!!! I need fun things to do.. like playing beach games... block catching... chalet.. chillout...

Damn, I'm deprived.

I heard that Mike's birthday is near, so the bunch of us are going to be drink drank drunk at his place as usual. They already "choped" my time for that night.. so I have no excuses to be absent. I guess they really missed me when lala was busy struggling with her work.

Busy but there's no job prospects.. so worried for myself.. what am I to do when I graduate??

Then recently I developed a great sense of missing my past glamour life. I miss modelling... I miss acting.. How I wish I could do all these again.. but alas.. time has taken its cruel toil on me.. I'm older and fatter...etc.. etc..

Parties make me jealous of the pretty adolescents who has so much of youth in them and their slim structures. Regrettably, I should have maintained myself well though I have lost touch with the glam world. Definitely must do something abt it to lose my fats and all...


So, if there's any one interested to offer me a contract, please be quick yah.. me waiting!

No time.. No time...

Many things happened again throughout my absence in the blogsphere...

I am robbed of the luxury of the time to come online and write down my thoughts.

Today's my sister's birthday but I'm so not in the mood to help her celebrate. There's so many things to be done and so many tasks undone that I am so bothered by my own things to manage. My job is getting more taxing and I felt so trapped. I hate my time management and I hate myself for complaining when I can change things NOW.

Fine. Basically, I'm a mood person.
Good mood -- work well.
Bad mood -- Forget it.

ROAR!

I want my holiday. I want my trip to Taiwan. KL trip did not make up the emptiness I felt when I know I cant go taiwan. Worse still... someone's so calculative that I feel like smacking him.
Hopefully,... hoping.... I can go Taiwan.. best still... Japan.. by the end of this yr or the next..

Alright, I dun think this is the right mood for me to write. I'll go fuss around sis, probably she'll feel better. The BBQ we planned better get done...Waste baby's effort to marinate, waste sis effort to buy.. waste everyone's effort ... ROAR.. I hate the rain.

I realised that I'm not blogging as often as I expect myself to be. Probably due to the fact that if I can keep out of the computer, I WOULD.
Reason for the phobia? I had to do a lot of work using the computer. I think my eyes are gonna pop out soon!

As I got older, I realise that I have lost the urge to constantly write. But, I still write, especially when I am down. When I'm upset, I seem to have "word vomit". Means that words just come pouring out of my head. Weird huh.. but I guess that's what they mean by authors writing with inspiration.

In secondary sch, I'll spend hours every night, writing my diary, jotting down my thoughts for the day, basically reporting my life to a book. Now, I cant afford the time to sit down and write and write for hours cos I NEED to sleep! (I'm always late for work, that's why =P)

The Scream party at Cafe Del Mar was only okay. It was not as fun as I expected it to be. I guess its no fun when its only me, baby, and the girls. Our promoters were there to promote K810i so we took photos and printed them out in postcards form using the sony photo printers. The printers are awesome! The pictures are nice and I like~ Ann, Mel and I agree that we'll paste our pictures all over in the office... haha... just to make someone jealous. *opps*

I had a craving to go dip in the jacuzzi... Cant find one... had to curb my urge then... so unhappy.
My poor poor baby had to take the blunt. He's so poor thing.. had to put up with me screaming at him.....Sorry baby. (my temper's really bad.. will try to keep it in check ok? Muacks love ya!)

Then today, we rented dvd from the Play kiosk. Its so expensive I think! $4.50 for 3 days rental.. Whoa.. a bit ex hor. Somemore the dvds are from Poh Kim la... the newspaper reported that Poh Kim sold pirated dvds too.. I'm not surprised if its dirt cheap.. and yet the machine charged us $4.50... SO NOT COMPETITIVE PRICING!! Well, there's another stupid rule! For first time renting, you can only rent one piece. But but... there is 2 pieces of DVD to Death Note 2!!! So in the end, we had to make do with disc one and watch it first. Its quite good I feel but so irritating when it ended la.... I want to watch disc 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ROAR!

Nvm... watch tml with Baby.. must keep my hands to myself!

See... What I've found! When out today to play pool... Found this Boon Tong Kee nearby... Serves me pyramid shaped rice. SO cute! And the crispy tou fu... *Licks tongue*

DAMN NICE LAR!

Really Pyramid!



My Humble Fare

Oh and look what I've found yesterday!!

Chickadee Joe!!

Haha. Baby Joey = Chicken Joe

My baby's gonna hide his head somewhere when he sees this.

Or.. He's gonna tell everyone that I slept when we are watching Pirates of the Carribean. Its good I know.. Just that I'm too tired la! Gonna re-watch it again sometime. Keke.

I worked hard. I played hard. Now, after working hard, I'm gonna go to this party!!

Aiyah.. ok la.. I know I know.. I got free party admission that's why I'm going.

Sweet Melissa got me another pass so that Baby can join us at the party and enjoy Gary's songs. We love them so!

SUper WoMan! Super Me!