Lethargic

Been feeling lethargic recently.

There is so many things to do I realise but all the things that NEEDED me to complete are NOT fun!!! I need fun things to do.. like playing beach games... block catching... chalet.. chillout...

Damn, I'm deprived.

I heard that Mike's birthday is near, so the bunch of us are going to be drink drank drunk at his place as usual. They already "choped" my time for that night.. so I have no excuses to be absent. I guess they really missed me when lala was busy struggling with her work.

Busy but there's no job prospects.. so worried for myself.. what am I to do when I graduate??

Then recently I developed a great sense of missing my past glamour life. I miss modelling... I miss acting.. How I wish I could do all these again.. but alas.. time has taken its cruel toil on me.. I'm older and fatter...etc.. etc..

Parties make me jealous of the pretty adolescents who has so much of youth in them and their slim structures. Regrettably, I should have maintained myself well though I have lost touch with the glam world. Definitely must do something abt it to lose my fats and all...


So, if there's any one interested to offer me a contract, please be quick yah.. me waiting!