No time.. No time...

Many things happened again throughout my absence in the blogsphere...

I am robbed of the luxury of the time to come online and write down my thoughts.

Today's my sister's birthday but I'm so not in the mood to help her celebrate. There's so many things to be done and so many tasks undone that I am so bothered by my own things to manage. My job is getting more taxing and I felt so trapped. I hate my time management and I hate myself for complaining when I can change things NOW.

Fine. Basically, I'm a mood person.
Good mood -- work well.
Bad mood -- Forget it.

ROAR!

I want my holiday. I want my trip to Taiwan. KL trip did not make up the emptiness I felt when I know I cant go taiwan. Worse still... someone's so calculative that I feel like smacking him.
Hopefully,... hoping.... I can go Taiwan.. best still... Japan.. by the end of this yr or the next..

Alright, I dun think this is the right mood for me to write. I'll go fuss around sis, probably she'll feel better. The BBQ we planned better get done...Waste baby's effort to marinate, waste sis effort to buy.. waste everyone's effort ... ROAR.. I hate the rain.